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| Moodage =  I will not apologize and I will not let last year repeat itself on me...fuck that! Answer this for me, when did applying for jobs online look like chatting? When did printing out applications look like downloading bullshit? Why the fuck am I getting shitted on for helping myself trying to get a job online? Why am I getting accused to downloading something that came with the fuckin software. Windows Messenger come with Windows XP!!! And how the fuck can I download something under "Guest" when the problem wasn't under the "Guest" username and under the "Sally" username? I do not know your password. I can't sign on to your username. Do I have to take a fuckin picture every 5 minutes just to prove that I've been applying to jobs? Are you always like this around Halloween? Last year, you kicked me out of the house so I can freeze my ass off sleeping on bus stops. I don't know what your plans are this year but I know it must involve me in a very negative way...but I'm not gonna let it happen, not even fuckin close. Oh, and another thing, just because I'm not moping around looking all sad and shit on the outside about my situation, does not mean I'm not busting my fuckin ass online and offline trying to get employment. I did all that moping bullshit back when my dad was on the phone telling you what to do with a belt in your hands, and I will not do it now, especially since you doing and say all the negative shit yourself already. I'm gonna keep this smile on my face even when times are hard. Fuck what you think of me. Maybe you should've at least once walked in behind me to see me applying for Target, Walgreens, Wal-Mart, the City of Milwaukee, Pahle, etc. But hey, what would that prove, right? You would find some other bullshit to bitch at me (or my dad) about anyways. So I'm gonna cut this short and end it just like how it began... FUCK YOU! Peace. | | |
| Moodage =   I haven't updated on this shit for more than a month?!? I guess I ran out of shit to talk about. Seriously though, I've been a bit too busy looking for a job, I never have time to be on the computer...unless I'm applying to jobs. I missed Strung Out at the Turner Hall last night cuz I'm broke. I'm probably gonna miss ICP saturday also cuz I'm broke. I'm getting a call on the 28th from some dude from unemployment to figure out this Seek Staffing shit. Who would've thought they would come crawling back. I was honest though when I told them why they fired me. So what the fuck? I want my money! I need my money! Rent's soon, phone bill's on the 29th or I have no phone, and ICmuthafuckinP on Saturday!!! Wish me luck. Peace. | | |
| Moodage = I'm tokin to some Boston, so I have to post something. Gotta get some shit off my chest. The idea of Alienated Youth pretty much has died. Whatever happens to Alienated Youth, is in the hands of Jake Hey now. The reasons why I'm not giving a fuck about the band anymore is because we've been around since June 2006. We didn't play any shows, or had a full lineup, a fully dedicated lineup. Jake quit the band 3 times so far. I would always have to help fill in the spots that were missing. And here's the other problem...undedicated members. Monster Mike, Limpy, and now Rachel. I mean, if she doesn't wanna do shit with AY, she should've told me in the first place. I'm doing sooooo much by playing bass for Residual Effect. I'm doing her this big favor, yet we can't even touch an AY song in the studio, let alone practice one. It's unfair and ridiculous. And another thing, Jake should've been touching less 2cb and more guitars so we can have a guitarist! Fuck, man. Olivia, you're one of the coolest, seriously, one of the coolest girlfriends I've ever been with. I can see us together for years. This anger you have towards Black Amanda is childish. Black Amanda isn't randomly going "I fuckin hate Olivia" so you shouldn't even bring her up, or even fuckin hate her. She knows Eric was in a relationship with you and only you, and was cheating on you with Jessica (obviously). Black Amanda, I hope you're reading this shit too. Anyways, I haven't hung out with Black Amanda in weeks. You're jealous of nothing. I don't want to worry about having to deal with this shit in the future. It's only gonna make the relationship go downhill. And stop thinking that you're boring!!! There's only so many places we can hang out cuz you keep on thinking of what other people would think about you and Elliot and etc. I don't give a fuck of what other people think of me when I walk into a spot. Last year when I was hanging with my homie Rosie, we went to this guys house to get good on herbals, everyone at this place were juggalos and they knew I was one too, cuz of what I was wearing and I was rapping along to Boondox. WOOP WOOP! These muthafackos were giving me plenty of bad looks and/or not paying any attention to me...all because I walked in with Rosie (one of the dudes there likes her). The point is that I knew what the fuck was going on and Rosie warned me. Did I give a fuck? FUCK NO! Why? I was there for a reason, and one of those reasons were not to make any friends. Fuck those muthafuckas. Their herbs were straight though, I'll give them that. MCL and shit. Don't worry about what other people think about you. You're a new mom and you smoke...so fuckin what!!! Elliot's a healthy little baby, and the cutest baby I've ever seen, and it's cool cuz he's yours...and you're my girlfriend! If anyone has a problem with you, baby, tell them to holla at me cuz I'll give them a mouthful...OF MY DICK AND TELL THEM TO FOOK OOF!!! lol I love you, Olivia. Let's make this last. And stop worrying so fuckin much! Chill a bit. Kina, how long is Bowie gonna be nervous? It's been a month and a half! Sade, what haven't you told me about Blaze? What haven't you told me about you both? Blaze, LIL'WAYNE SUX!!! Lady GaGa was born hermaphrodite for real?!? Jake Hovie, BOONDOX IS THE SHIT!!! Brewers, you suck! That's all! Peace. | | |
| Moodage = So my friend Blaze told me about this Battle of the Bands event thats gonna happen soon. I told her that I need extra band members. The person that's organizing it has extra players for me. So I might do it. Either Alienated Youth, Raw Youth, Residual Effect, or all of the above. I'm excited. Court yesterday in Marion County was a breeze. I'm not charged...yet. I might get dropped, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed on that one. My dad owns a shop now. It's called Jillie's. Go there and get a Catfish dinner! NOW! lol Well I'm keeping it short today. It's so fuckin nice out. Peace. | | |
| Today's Mood = These past 8 months have been pretty fuckin sweet. I'm pretty much crazy about Olivia still, after all these months. Since the day I asked her out at the Reel Big Fish show, we've seen other shows together (ABK, Twiztid, Mars, Rancid), hung out with each other's families, hung out with each other's friends, she gave birth on 6/12 to a beautiful baby boy, we wrote some wicked raps together, she watched me record in the studio, we went to Summerfest together, I helped form a new band with Ryan Mudslinger (Raw Youth), we shared the purp together when I was good, we're planning on moving in together someday, we're planning on moving out of Wisconsin before Elliot starts Kindergarten to Colorado (either Boulder or Denver), I went to the Gathering for the first time ever (Olivia should've been there ), and I even got to babysit Elliot one time. A lot has happened these 8 months. I hope it keeps on going. Olivia's the fuckin shit! I love you, babe. Now, I'm gonna apply to Walgreens. Peace. | | |
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