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FUCK YOU!

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 22:41:49 GMT

Moodage =

I will not apologize and I will not let last year repeat itself on me...fuck that! Answer this for me, when did applying for jobs online look like chatting? When did printing out applications look like downloading bullshit? Why the fuck am I getting shitted on for helping myself trying to get a job online? Why am I getting accused to downloading something that came with the fuckin software. Windows Messenger come with Windows XP!!! And how the fuck can I download something under "Guest" when the problem wasn't under the "Guest" username and under the "Sally" username? I do not know your password. I can't sign on to your username. Do I have to take a fuckin picture every 5 minutes just to prove that I've been applying to jobs? Are you always like this around Halloween? Last year, you kicked me out of the house so I can freeze my ass off sleeping on bus stops. I don't know what your plans are this year but I know it must involve me in a very negative way...but I'm not gonna let it happen, not even fuckin close.

Oh, and another thing, just because I'm not moping around looking all sad and shit on the outside about my situation, does not mean I'm not busting my fuckin ass online and offline trying to get employment. I did all that moping bullshit back when my dad was on the phone telling you what to do with a belt in your hands, and I will not do it now, especially since you doing and say all the negative shit yourself already. I'm gonna keep this smile on my face even when times are hard. Fuck what you think of me. Maybe you should've at least once walked in behind me to see me applying for Target, Walgreens, Wal-Mart, the City of Milwaukee, Pahle, etc. But hey, what would that prove, right? You would find some other bullshit to bitch at me (or my dad) about anyways. So I'm gonna cut this short and end it just like how it began...

FUCK YOU!

Peace.

Well shit...

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:39:07 GMT

Moodage =

I haven't updated on this shit for more than a month?!? I guess I ran out of shit to talk about. Seriously though, I've been a bit too busy looking for a job, I never have time to be on the computer...unless I'm applying to jobs. I missed Strung Out at the Turner Hall last night cuz I'm broke. I'm probably gonna miss ICP saturday also cuz I'm broke. I'm getting a call on the 28th from some dude from unemployment to figure out this Seek Staffing shit. Who would've thought they would come crawling back. I was honest though when I told them why they fired me. So what the fuck? I want my money! I need my money! Rent's soon, phone bill's on the 29th or I have no phone, and ICmuthafuckinP on Saturday!!! Wish me luck. Peace.

Oh fuck yes...

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:15:48 GMT

Moodage =

I'm tokin to some Boston, so I have to post something. Gotta get some shit off my chest. The idea of Alienated Youth pretty much has died. Whatever happens to Alienated Youth, is in the hands of Jake Hey now. The reasons why I'm not giving a fuck about the band anymore is because we've been around since June 2006. We didn't play any shows, or had a full lineup, a fully dedicated lineup. Jake quit the band 3 times so far. I would always have to help fill in the spots that were missing. And here's the other problem...undedicated members. Monster Mike, Limpy, and now Rachel. I mean, if she doesn't wanna do shit with AY, she should've told me in the first place. I'm doing sooooo much by playing bass for Residual Effect. I'm doing her this big favor, yet we can't even touch an AY song in the studio, let alone practice one. It's unfair and ridiculous. And another thing, Jake should've been touching less 2cb and more guitars so we can have a guitarist! Fuck, man.

Olivia, you're one of the coolest, seriously, one of the coolest girlfriends I've ever been with. I can see us together for years. This anger you have towards Black Amanda is childish. Black Amanda isn't randomly going "I fuckin hate Olivia" so you shouldn't even bring her up, or even fuckin hate her. She knows Eric was in a relationship with you and only you, and was cheating on you with Jessica (obviously). Black Amanda, I hope you're reading this shit too. Anyways, I haven't hung out with Black Amanda in weeks. You're jealous of nothing. I don't want to worry about having to deal with this shit in the future. It's only gonna make the relationship go downhill. And stop thinking that you're boring!!! There's only so many places we can hang out cuz you keep on thinking of what other people would think about you and Elliot and etc. I don't give a fuck of what other people think of me when I walk into a spot. Last year when I was hanging with my homie Rosie, we went to this guys house to get good on herbals, everyone at this place were juggalos and they knew I was one too, cuz of what I was wearing and I was rapping along to Boondox. WOOP WOOP! These muthafackos were giving me plenty of bad looks and/or not paying any attention to me...all because I walked in with Rosie (one of the dudes there likes her). The point is that I knew what the fuck was going on and Rosie warned me. Did I give a fuck? FUCK NO! Why? I was there for a reason, and one of those reasons were not to make any friends. Fuck those muthafuckas. Their herbs were straight though, I'll give them that. MCL and shit. Don't worry about what other people think about you. You're a new mom and you smoke...so fuckin what!!! Elliot's a healthy little baby, and the cutest baby I've ever seen, and it's cool cuz he's yours...and you're my girlfriend! If anyone has a problem with you, baby, tell them to holla at me cuz I'll give them a mouthful...OF MY DICK AND TELL THEM TO FOOK OOF!!! lol I love you, Olivia. Let's make this last. And stop worrying so fuckin much! Chill a bit.

Kina, how long is Bowie gonna be nervous? It's been a month and a half!

Sade, what haven't you told me about Blaze? What haven't you told me about you both?

Blaze, LIL'WAYNE SUX!!! Lady GaGa was born hermaphrodite for real?!?

Jake Hovie, BOONDOX IS THE SHIT!!!

Brewers, you suck!

That's all! Peace.

Court was a joke!

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:11:14 GMT

Moodage =

So my friend Blaze told me about this Battle of the Bands event thats gonna happen soon. I told her that I need extra band members. The person that's organizing it has extra players for me. So I might do it. Either Alienated Youth, Raw Youth, Residual Effect, or all of the above. I'm excited.

Court yesterday in Marion County was a breeze. I'm not charged...yet. I might get dropped, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed on that one. My dad owns a shop now. It's called Jillie's. Go there and get a Catfish dinner! NOW! lol

Well I'm keeping it short today. It's so fuckin nice out. Peace.

Happy 8 months, Olivia!

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:12:10 GMT

Today's Mood =

These past 8 months have been pretty fuckin sweet. I'm pretty much crazy about Olivia still, after all these months. Since the day I asked her out at the Reel Big Fish show, we've seen other shows together (ABK, Twiztid, Mars, Rancid), hung out with each other's families, hung out with each other's friends, she gave birth on 6/12 to a beautiful baby boy, we wrote some wicked raps together, she watched me record in the studio, we went to Summerfest together, I helped form a new band with Ryan Mudslinger (Raw Youth), we shared the purp together when I was good, we're planning on moving in together someday, we're planning on moving out of Wisconsin before Elliot starts Kindergarten to Colorado (either Boulder or Denver), I went to the Gathering for the first time ever (Olivia should've been there), and I even got to babysit Elliot one time. A lot has happened these 8 months. I hope it keeps on going. Olivia's the fuckin shit! I love you, babe. Now, I'm gonna apply to Walgreens. Peace.

My very first Gathering experience...talk about freedom

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 18:34:28 GMT

Today's Mood = ...how about this:

Moodage = (much better...I'll keep it)

The Gathering was almost 2 weeks ago, but HOLYFUCKINSHIT I HAD A FUCKIN AWESOME FUCKIN TIME AT THE GATHERING!!! I'm uploading pictures at the moment. I'm definitely saving up for next year. So many awesome groups performing...at 3 am! Dude, Drive By (ABK, Blaze), Psychopathic Rydas, Tech N9ne w/ Kutt Calhoun, Krizz K., Gwar...yes, Gwar, etc. MC Chris was there too! I met DJ Clay, which was pretty sweet. I met and hung out with juggalos and juggalettes from all over the fuckin' country, even Canada. I ran into that one guy with the stop sign. I didn't get hit by it though...too risky. The average temperature there was 92 degrees. We had 2 warm-ish days, and the rest were deadly hot. There was plenty of water and Faygo around to cool us off though. Or, if you really wanna be a risk taker, dive into Lake Hepatitis. Well...I guess that all for now. Peace. MCL

Gathering, here I come.

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 14:56:40 GMT

Today's Mood =

So, I'm getting my ride situation handled finally. There's no room in Milenko's van, so he's calling some ninjas up to see if they have room for one more. Hopefully it'll work out. I just wanna go and get the fuck back to Wisconsin before 8/11. Today is the Outhouse show. I don't think I'm playing the show anymore, but I'm still going to check out the other bands. Well, I'm out. Peace.

smiles

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 16:23:14 GMT

Today's Mood =

So much history this month has. Yesterday was my grandma's birthday, my aunt's birthday was on the 4th, July 11 was the day I escaped West Bend last year, the first day I tried a cig in 1996, and the day I met the first person I fell in love with...through a walkie-talkie in 2002 (she was also my second sex partner ever). July 12, 1996 was the day I began smoking the good shit. July 25, 1987 was the day I got a little sister. A year later, I got a favorite cousin...not right away, but eventually. July 26, 2004, I got the job that I thought would be a dream job for me...Hot Topic...and yes, I was wrong. It sucked. That same day a year before, I wrote my first entry on Xanga.com. I'm pretty sure this month in 1993 was when I started watching Beavis and Butthead. I moved to the east to the East Side in 2005 in late July...I wrote about it. July 24, 2002 was the day I experienced Warped Tour for the first time, starting with Anti-Flag. July 8, 2006; Evan Tyson, a good friend of mine and to alot of others, died in his sleep. My cousin Devin's birthday is on the 23rd, 1984. Around mid-July in 2001, I met my first Juggalo homies, who were in a metal band and looking for a drummer at the time. They loved the song "Under the Moon" by ICP. Four years later, I meet even more Juggalos (Casi, Becki, Jessi, Ashley, Brain, Kristina) after coming from Pizza Shuttle and going to Node that night. I always say that the Summer really begins on July 4th. In 2006, that was the case at Summerfest enjoying CCR, fireworks, and a joint from some random chick looking for my homie Brain. This year, it was also the case...keeping my lips sealed on this one.

This month this year, I'm in a D-Beat band with my friends Ryan Mudslinger, Mark Gwar, and Jimmy Jam. I'm going to Warped Tour on the 30th. I'll hopefully have a 10th Annual Gathering of the Juggalos ticket in my hands by the end of this month. Hopefully Milenko is out by the end of this month...so he can go to the Gathering as well. Last night, I seen this band called Uproar, who are from the UK and never played in the US before. After that, everyone went to the Pub to drink and have a good time. I had orange juice. July 5th was the Marijuana March, which was a huge success. I'm so glad that I was part of that march. I seen Staind earlier this month too...eh. If it was 1999, I would've been more excited, but eh...10 years. They were still pretty heavy. July 1st, the day I moved out of Reed's old place. Well, this is the month that makes summers memmorable it seems. Well, I'm out. Peace and enjoy your July.

Someone's Dippin' in my Money Money

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 16:03:13 GMT

Today's Mood = (giggity)

Well, she's trying to. But she can fuck the fuck off! Oh man, bad grammar...my bad. Anyways, Julia thinks I'm gonna pay her money for some shit I didn't do. Tyler's dumb ass broke the door and punched holes in the walls at my old place, and she expects me to do something about it. She calls me threatening me and shit, and it's funny as fuck to me, because I'm more accessible to her than Tyler is, and she yells at me like I did that shit. FOOK OOF! On a good note, I hung out with Olivia, Elliot, Hobbit, Bobby, Milenko, Chelsea, Shawna, Caleb, the Hobbit Family, and Kaleb yesterday. It was very eventful. Oh, I miss Olivia so much!

Before that was the last day of Summerfest. That day started out with me walking to Pizza Shuttle to refill my bottle with ice water. The only person there was that one Juggalette I know and I asked her if I can fill my bottle with water. She said that I can fill it up with anything I want. So I filled it with...ice water...a wise man's drink of choice. I chilled at the Brady Street Bridge waiting for other marchers to show up. What marchers you say? Marijuana marchers, that is. We marched to Summerfest, flags and posters in the air, chanting loud and proud. The best part of all...no cops! It was amazing. It only rained for 5 seconds. I was glad to be apart of that. In Summerfest, I immediate ran into some familiar faces. I got to see the Supervillians and Reel Big Fish. Both sets were awesome. The way home sucked ass though. I had to wait til' 1am to catch a bus, so I had a Jimmy John's sub. While enjoying my delicious sub, I was charging my phone and talking to my love.

It has been confirmed that Mark Gwar, Ryan Mudslinger, Jimmy Jam, and I are officially starting a local D-Beat band. I'm pretty excited. Well, I'm out. Gotta eat. Peace.

Moved out of Reed's Old Place

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 22:08:40 GMT

Today's Mood =

...And I forgot my pizza and ground beef in the freezer. Oh well. I'm staying at my parents til' August, then I'm moving to Ray's place in the southside. It's cheap. $283...includes electricity, gas, and water. All we need is cable internet and TV. Ray is also a guitarist. I gotta check out the place eventually. Well, I guess thats all for now. Peace.

Hot_Boy_226's Xanga

FUCK YOU!

Well shit...

Oh fuck yes...

Court was a joke!

Happy 8 months, Olivia!

My very first Gathering experience...talk about freedom

Gathering, here I come.

*smiles*

Someone's Dippin' in my Money Money

Moved out of Reed's Old Place

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